I found out a very strange thing... People don't tell people when they moved their blog or when their blog is dead... (this is not against anyone in particular)... See the number of deadlinks I had on the side... Anyway, it's a small matter, I shouldn't be angry about it... I had been too picky I think... btw, if you wish to have a link to your blog or you have moved my blog, please tell me... simply because I loved to read blogs... my MSN nick is now changed to "ymeagain@MA2 ~~ Blog Addresses Collection! Tell me if you have a blog or you had moved your blog... ~~ 不管是落叶 不管是阴天 天灰永远会变晴天" MA2 is the self-created abbreviation for Mathematics II and the chinese words is just to motivate myself to study hard for exams (it was extracted from the story of 天灰 MV as follows)...

天灰了
重病缠身的女孩 对著键盘打下:
请问宋哲纬?

他是我高中的同学
他叫宋哲纬很会画图
我休学之后就没见过他了
我很想再见到他

时间拉回高中时期 当时已经被病缠身的她 藉由日记写下自己的心情

2002.11.22
下午开始热了起来
大家都去上体育课了
只剩下我一个人
心情有点灰.....

男生依旧在画著女孩 望着女孩的背影
女孩你有感受到吗?? 用相机写日记的你
在她的青春里 最常见的搭配只能是口罩
遮住了她的笑脸 躺在病床上
只会使她伤心 流泪

2002.12.3
365个吃药打针的日子
什么时候会停止

男孩还想要给女孩牛奶补充营养 希望她能康复
女孩拿到了他的关心 也看到了他的画 可是

2002.12.3
终于
无法再上课了.....

女孩休学了 习惯用影像纪录生活的她
男孩则继续他的学生生活

看着一篇篇的回覆 知道男孩近况的她眼框湿了
是想念还是欣慰抑或是不舍 哭了

女孩消失了 被上天带回家了吧
偌大房间只有透过相框想念她

男孩的画依旧在那 人不在了

不管是落叶 不管是阴天
天灰永远会变晴天
你在找我吗?

天灰了 灯也熄?

sad story right? if you want the MV, can nudge me on MSN...

It had been raining heavily everyday... so I cant even dry my clothes... moreover, my neighbour used up all the hanging lines! Talking about my neighbour, he's really a bastard and an idiot... firstly, he hang the clothes by just throwing the clothes on the lines, and leave it there for weeks! I mean, how you expect it to dry when you don't spread out the clothings and you leave it there whether it's rain or shine... Secondly, he drink until drunk every few days, and I once saw his vomit in the toilet basin (it's a common toilet)... please la, please vomit into the toilet bowl... I wonder how he get into a University when he don't even have general knowledge of hanging clothes... Even my roommate (a Sinagporean Indian) cannot tolerate my neighbour (India Indian)...

The other day, I was downloading videos from http://msdn.microsoft.com/vstudio/express/vwd/learning/default.aspx , to refresh my skills on .NET programming... I should be experimenting using .NET to develop my personal website... The plan is to have a website that explains ME and also serve a platform to share photos, videos, music etc on a database... and hopefully have a forum, so one group of friends can get to know another group of friends... who knows? it might develop into a larger network of friends... I can also assign username to friends that I think deserve it, so they can access exclusive files such as contact lists and birthday lists... you will never get to forget each other's birthday, because I can also implement birthday reminders... of course, this needs a lot of work...
I think I will start working on this after exams... (although I still need to cope with FOC and Special Term) ... Hopefully, I will get something running in August... Meanwhile, do tell me if you have any ideas...

Yesterday was really a nightmare, I had been studying whole day and whole night, I didn't sleep until 8.30am in the morning... And when I look at some lecture notes, I don't even have impressions of what it's talking about... what's worse? I was alone in the room, and had not talk to anyone (even on MSN) for the whole day... Hopefully, things can turn up better today...

Well, I can't blame anyone but myself... I had been skipping almost half of the lectures I think... I really need to put my mood back to studying... Studying in a University really isn't easy... especially in my Computer Engineering course (people says that it got the highest dropout and "dabao" rate in the whole Singapore)... I once heard a professor says that it's accredited by IEEE as a degree of Masters standard (see here), that explains why it's so tough...

"The Computer Engineering course is accredited by the Institution of Electrical Engineers, United Kingdom, at M.Eng. level. The course is also accredited by the Professional Engineers Board, Singapore." (see here)

This assures me that I had not choosen the wrong course... A lot of my friends wonder why I choose Computer Engineering (as compared to Computer Science or NUS Computing, which I was offered also, and is nearer in nature to my diploma)... I think I should explain once and for all...

Firstly, Computer Engineering is not equal to Computing, Computer Engineering is a combination of engineering and computer science. My area of interest is embedded systems and wireless technologies, the only way to truly learn these is through an Engineering course, not a Computing course.

Secondly, there are IT experts everywhere, any foreign average IT professional (or maybe a teenage programmer) can be much better in skills than the best Singaporean IT Expert. Moreover, these experts (especially from India) are willing to have a lower salary, and works harder than an average Singaporean. Foreign talents will definitely be a rational choice for employers. Well, unless, you have competitive advantage. That is, an engineer can design and build a computer, I don't think a pogrammer can do it. Who knows? I might design a microprocessor better than Intel! (haha, impossible hor?) Besides, an Engineer defintely have a more professional status than a Programmer in society, agreed?

Thirdly, if I want to choose a degree, why choose one that is similar to my diploma? I come here to learn new things. My objectives in studying is never about getting the certificate (although having a certificate is really a bonus). To those who study for a cert: "please la... study for yourself, for achievements, for your family! Be realistic, having a cert doesn't guarantees a job. Compare to, there are a lot of successful people who never got a degree! (look at Bill Gates..)"...

Ok, enough of typing... back to studies... Maths 2 Exam tomorrow! I think I offended a lot of people while writing this, this is written in a general point of view, not against anyone in particular. And of course, you are free to disagree with me and give me comments.

meanwhile, visit the following sites
Local brand - a T-shirt brand developed by true Singaporeans, endorsed by Xiaxue, click on the shirt films (especially 100% Hero), it's damm funny.
不想長大的 S.H.E - A blog written by S.H.E themselves, a lot of interesting life photos there... Hebe really has a good sense of writing...
TANK的音樂日誌 - A blog written by Tank himself, his songs are really good, can be compared to David Tao and Lee Hom...
MV Links - A series of lonks to many MVs
Videos on S.H.E
一眼万年MV - A nicely taken MV of their new song
S.H.E~搞笑全記錄 - S.H.E only depends on looks? no, they are more than that. You will laugh until stomachache after you see this video
S.H.E. saying jokes
S.H.E第15屆金曲獎girl power - An excellent performance by them, not singing their own songs, but singing other people's songs
S.H.E @ 娛樂百分百 (2004-11-17) (Part 1 of 4) - Ella emotionally breakdown and hit herself with the mic in this show, got 4 parts...
S.H.E @ 娛樂百分百 (2004-11-17) (Part 2 of 4)
S.H.E @ 娛樂百分百 (2004-11-17) (Part 3 of 4)
S.H.E @ 娛樂百分百 (2004-11-17) (Part 4 of 4)