it's has been a tiring and moody day today...



morning saw a message from my partner, saying he taking MC today, so i expected today will be a boring day without him..as normal, i cheched mail, surf net and done some programming, then debug some of my supervisor's code... (yes! i debug his, not the other way round), then in the afternoon rain heavily.... the progress of owrk is slow because i no mood...



in the afternoon, I asked my usual gang want to meet for dinner tomorrow, and guess what is the reply...

1 say no mood... never mind (he got heart matters, i understand)...

1 say no cash card to go into CBD... never mind...

2 suggested going geylang to eat.... never mind...

the people that say go geylang, told me to go ask others, so I ask them got what to eat?

they just say there is something to eat, and insisted i go ask others...

I ask you lah... how I am going to ASK others to go when Myself is not confident that there is something to eat there?? and when I'm not keen to it?

ok... he say "ASK and no need to PERSUADE, no need to force someone to go"

fine.... I asked in the end, why am I always the one that do this?? why they push all responsibility to me? why no one support me when I suggested something? I'm angry, sad, disappointed and demoralize...



after work, as usaul, eat dinner alone, go HMV, go home.... then felt sick... will be taking MC tomorrow...